Very unhappily married man looking for passion.This may be a first here (and an oxymoron) - an honest cheater. I’m in a loveless, sexless marriage where what holds us together is more similar to a business arrangement than a loving relationship. The thrill is gone, as they say. I suppose “it’s complicated” should suffice, but I’ll just say that for reasons currently beyond my control, our best choice is to stay together...at least for now. But I can’t live this life this way any longer. I can’t live without love and lust, excitement, nervousness and laughter. I’m a very passionate man (and I don’t just mean sex), yet there is no passion left in my life. I miss getting swept up in a great conversation, and having someone to share big ideas with - talking wild-eyed until the sun comes up because we don’t want to say “goodbye” yet. I miss missing someone. Thinking of their face, their smile, and their smell when they’re away. And yes, I miss the sex. I miss being attracted to each other like magnets - hands touching and arms around each other like sophmores. When just pulling her close gives you a rush. I’m not looking for another wife, nor am I looking for a one night stand. The ideal situation is someone who maybe misses that passion too. Someone who wants to find out if two people like us can rediscover it. I know it’s an awkward situation, so I completely understand those who are thinking something about a “ten foot pole” right now. But if you’re open to a unique situation, or excited by the clandestine nature of it all, maybe we have enough in common to put the real world out of our minds for a bit and treat ourselves and each other to some long lost thrills. I’m totally down for any questions, and will be as honest as I can.