Conflicted
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Gepost op:8 juli 2021 10:38 pm
Laatste update:15 februari 2022 7:23 am 12323 Bezichtigingen
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I burn for you. I opened my soul you. You devoured . Once the guards has been let down. You swarmed in. You consumed me.
I'm addicted. your touch. To your voice. It set fire. It burns alive. I need you.
I think about you constantly. Dream about you daily.
You changed. It scares . I'm afraid of what you'll make do. What limits you will make break. What moral code, I'll have toss away.
I'm shaking. Needing you so badly. But you could care less. Breaking , until I am less.
Less smiles. Less friendly. Less sunshine. Less .
I feel worthless in your presence. Nothing.
You're under my skin. A itch with no relief.
I'm addicted, but conflicted.
I want break ties. I want go. I want tie myself so tightly you. I don't want let go.
I want the old you. The you that made the burn feel so good. The you that I knelt for . The you I could submit .
The new you scares . Why can't I leave? You have tied in so many knots.
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No conversation
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Gepost op:14 juli 2020 9:32 pm
Laatste update:15 februari 2022 7:33 am 24962 Bezichtigingen
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Ugh. Maybe I'm jaded. But what happened to good conversation? It used to be that a person could have a good talk, get comfortable and enjoy each other. Now it's just grunts. "Clothes off. Penis in vagina. Ug ug ohh gug " This is the main reason I'm so tired of the meet and greet thing. There's no let me put you at ease. Let's conversate. See if there is a mental stimulation between us. Stroke my mind like you would stroke my body.
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Why
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Gepost op:2 juni 2020 9:24 am
Laatste update:6 juli 2021 11:38 am 23851 Bezichtigingen
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I suck at being a girl, unless I others do my girly stuff for . Corona has depressed . At first, I was so happy. Yay I don't have work. My daughter and I can spend alot of time playing. Which we did. But as time goes , I'm slowly falling apart.( Not literally) my hair is not done. My nails looks jagged. I want be pampered and I can't. While places are opening back , I want wait before I go. I know. I'm vain and superficial, but I like being groomed.
Not really depressed. Joking about that. But I have a date today and I suck at doing girly stuff myself. FYI was raised around nothing but boys. Youtube is not helping. Soon I'm going to just put on a scarf on my hair and wear sweats.
Sigh. Why couldn't I just be a normal girl.
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Granted
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Gepost op:28 maart 2020 12:08 pm
Laatste update:2 juni 2020 8:23 am 29139 Bezichtigingen
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I never imagined all the things I took for granted. The COVID 19 has halted most daily life activities. Schools, daycares, hair salons, nail shops and most of the places that I frequently go to are closed. But now I have time. Time to visit family to make sure they are straight and have essential items. Time to spend with my baby girl. Even though homeschooling is alot harder than I thought it would be. Blessings on teachers who teach with kindness and understanding. I'm definitely not a great teacher. Lol.
But during this time of uncertainty and stress, there is joy in being with family, starting new hobbies, reading that book you never had time for and delving deep and finding what makes us happy.
I hope everyone out there is being safe and hopefully this danger will end soon.
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Bored out my mind
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Gepost op:28 maart 2020 11:27 am
Laatste update:15 februari 2022 7:37 am 30050 Bezichtigingen
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So bored that I decided to change my hair. Yay or nay?
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Ugh bullies
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Gepost op:14 januari 2020 1:33 pm
Laatste update:19 maart 2020 1:51 pm 32431 Bezichtigingen
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Lately I've been dealing with this bully at my job. And today I've finally got vindicated.
There was a girl at my job that I brought into my circle because I wanted to be nice. I befriended her, encouraged her and genuinely tried to boost her self esteem. Before Christmas break everyone in our work group found out that a guy she had been obsessive about liked me. I took 2 weeks off to be with my daughter during the holidays. I come back to so much drama. At my job, alot of people think I'm gay. Which is not a problem, cause I cultivate that perception. I definitely don't date at my job. So first day back, everyone is coming up to me with these rumors she spreading. I speak to her about it, like please keep my name out your mouth. She said ok and I thought it was the end of it. But no. Next I'm getting screenshots of several posts she made about me. I argue with her on the post. Pleading take them down. She said alot of awful things about me and my daughter . She filed false police reports about saying I beat her up. Said she was going to destory my life. And she tried it.
This Monday, I went to the very top. Showed documented proof of her slut shaming me, gay bashing me, filing false police reports. Monday she got fired. Today, went to the police station with written statements from every person who was outside. To prove my innocence. Just got the call that she was arrested for filing false reports.
She wanted to destory my life, but destoryed hers. Posting this here cause I need to vent. I need to get this off my chest. I feel sorry for her. I feel guilty that it came to this. She had hatred for me when I only offered friendship. But I still feel guilty
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Sick
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Gepost op:30 december 2019 10:35 pm
Laatste update:14 juli 2020 9:22 pm 32667 Bezichtigingen
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I'm sick with the flu.  Even though I have a kid free house til I get over this, I'm too weak to do anything. So I'm bored and wondering, how can I prep for anal? Last time I tried anal, my asshole was squeezed so tight I could have popped out an diamond. Was I doing something wrong? I had lube. Please help cure my boredom and hopefully getting fucked in the ass without fucking myself up.
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All I want for Christmas is.....
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Gepost op:25 december 2019 12:34 pm
Laatste update:30 december 2019 10:24 pm 31684 Bezichtigingen
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A harem.
Having multiple dicks suck and fuc Getting spitroasted by an open fire. Everyone catering while I catered them. Have a 5 dick minimum. And most especially NO jealousy or big egos.
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Insatiable
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Gepost op:24 december 2019 11:48 am
Laatste update:14 januari 2020 1:33 pm 32419 Bezichtigingen
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I love, absolutely love, sex. Men or women it doesn't matter. I practically light up when either my partner needs no recovery time or can last for hours. Sucking, licking or fucking. I don't care, I just want cum over and over again. My greedy little pussy fucks back endlessly chasing her nut. My hand always wanders down with her. There is this subspace I get into, where I feel so high. Sometimes I feel like a legit sex addict or nympho. There's this ache when I don't have it, fulfillment when I do. Do you sometimes feel like you could be a sex addict?
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Not to complain but....
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Gepost op:9 december 2019 11:27 am
Laatste update:16 december 2019 6:22 pm 32170 Bezichtigingen
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Last night you destoryed me. Forcing pleasure upon pleasure on me. Having me hold myself open while you devoured me. Like a starving man at a buffet, you ate. Squeezing every bit of pleasure out of me. Holding me down as I buck and twist. It's too much. I can't take it. But you make me take and make love it. The bed is soaked. My body trembling. Slurp. Mmmm. Slurp. You eat this pussy like It's the best thing you ever had in your mouth. I ride your face as if I'm racing to my salvation. My entire focus is on your tongue. My God your tongue. It's the best thing in creation. All night til the morning, I dang near had to use a crowbar to pry you from my pussy. Mmmm made being late to work worth it.
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Aw shucks
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Gepost op:8 december 2019 8:48 am
Laatste update:8 juli 2021 11:25 pm 32616 Bezichtigingen
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What makes me nerdy? I used to get this question alot on here. The things that make me nerdy and dorky is all my quirks. I love reading. I read about 5 books a day. Any time you see me, I have a book open. I'm smart. I learn quickly. I love to debate. And I'm definitely an overthinking and overachiever.
But mostly I'm clumsy. Super clumsy. Put my foot in my mouth alot. Lol
Sorry Jack. I accidentally call you another name. You probably don't care, but I felt bad and couldn't edit my response.
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They call me Trouble
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Gepost op:6 december 2019 6:12 pm
Laatste update:8 december 2019 8:57 am 34268 Bezichtigingen
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of my nicknames is Trouble. At work, they definitely use that name frequently in reference me. Now I love, absolutely love women. At my job, it's loaded with females. The ladies there me Trouble for a different reason. of my wives at the job is this very attractive woman.
Today in the office.
I'm watching as she bend over in her cube right across from me. She starts shaking her ass and dancing for me. I see through her leggings she doesn't have panties on. No work is being done as I watch her do a slow grinding dance for me. I motion her to come here. She gave me a sly shake of her head. Sliding her hand down her leggings, she strokes her pussy. She pulls her hand and let me see how wet she was. I immediately took a break and made her take as well. She giggles as I pull her the stairwell and pushes her against the wall. I nibble along her neck as I slide my hand between her legs. Soon she's panting and moaning as I with her clit. I grabbed the back of her neck hold her still. I'm hurried as I put more pressure on her, loving how wet my fingers are getting. When she bust, I had cover her mouth so we wouldn't get caught. I licked her cream off my fingers. She tasted so good, I was tempted lick it from the source. We go back into the office. I'm smiling like the cat got the cream, which I did.
It's super funny the stuff I'm able get away with at work. Maybe that's why I'm always there.
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