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finding that one ,not being able to be with them .  

clittywhisperer1 59M
44 berichten
2/6/2020 6:38 am
finding that one ,not being able to be with them .


years ago by chance I met a woman from another city .we chatted a while, really were sharing an energy .The conversation just flowed , no end it , easy , fast , we understood each others thoughts and vision . wow . then I find out she was dating another guy before she met me .He was successful , older . quite enamored and of pushy with her I told her I,m out then, she had a man already ,I don't fish another's pond . she told him she would not go exclusive because she was not ready .She also wanted to keep seeing and fucking our brains out . Now circumstances were terrible for each of us . we could not get much time together ,just one night a week but what magic .So deep so strong , the passion the energy ,blew our minds . It was a bit of a struggle to drive 90 miles after work that one night ,but I felt so good with her and her daughter .It was so natural .I still can see us together in my mind now 9 yrs later ..It sucks lol. Things got worse for us circumstance wise .I could not give her the security her family needed, she was working 90hrs a week , the other guy of kept hanging around because he had work for her to earn money for his business. I finally felt I could not go on with no path to ever being with her full time apparent in any future .It was a horrible stalemate .I prayed on it so hard ,and decided I must step out of the picture before it gets worse and I get crushed . Maybe I bailed too soon but it had been 3 years .I was totally in love with her and her daughter and no way to ever make us a family .It was soul crushing .we were so good together .So I stopped driving to see her .I used the time excuse I think ,she was so tired so overwhelmed .I sacrificed my own happiness for her families security as a man who loves so deeply should do . It hurt like hell for a long while . she stopped by me once and said I,d like to see you again . It was so hard to admit .how was that going to happen , she agreed and said I know .That was the last I saw or heard from her 6 years ago . My life was sucked out of me to give that but it just should not be so hard if it is meant be . I always think of her ,so vivid in my mind I can hear her voice , smell her scent , feel her embrace .I tried move , met someone ,nice , sweet , , married her . and we have no chemistry , no sex, no passion , no affection we separated ..and the other woman showed back when I looked ,living now in my old town miles away wtf??! she is probably living with mr money bags .but I contacted her by linked in , she immediately accepted and we chatted a bit .It came back for both of us She has been doing the same thing remembering reliving our time in her mind and I am sure ,her heart , We are meant be together somewhere ,sometime hahaha . . My buddy saw her 6 months ago . he said she asked about me .he could tell she still loves me and wants me .maybe there is hope .I will see her for the first time in 6 years , we shall see in 9 days .I hope she is so nervous she is sick to her stomach like me . I am unsure how to act but will let the situation out following her lead ,I will it coy and not chase at . I will be steve mc queen , mysterious and quiet .lol I have get over my breakup still .give it time ,what'sanother year after it being 10 ? can't support her like mr money ,but he does not have her heart … God my stomach hurts from this stuff . maybe she will just blow me off and treat me like an old friend she does not dearly love … that would be my life lol. love sucks and not in a good way most times,

clittywhisperer1 59M
1415 berichten
2/6/2020 6:09 pm

thank you duly noted ,but I took myself out of the picture to avoid the damage back then that may have comeShe wanted to keep seeing me but logistics was terrible ,no time, she was working 100hrs a week . . children were involved who needed security ,a house , food etc. love don't pay the mortgage. lol I have her heart and soul ,,he has temporary custody of her body . He is older and on meds , he won't last forever. I can wait .I at least get to see her soon and throw some gas on the fire lol until then reach and withdraw ,slowly suck her in …..


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